Saturday, October 24, 2009

An answer to prayer

I have been married since June 23, 2006 which is a surprise in itself, seeing that I never wanted to get married. My husband is such a handsome godly and God loving man who loves me mucho. Unfortunately, since 5th grade, I have had a fears and phobias of blood needles, and reproduction, passing out so many times I can't even recall. Its not just as simple as fading out, its a struggle to breath, a feeling of weakness, faintness, sickness, anxiety that lasts a month after just one passing out episode. I have refrained going to the doctors for any shots or blood draws for this purpose. I found out the beginning of september 2009 by 2 pregnancy tests that I am pregnant. This is such an answer to prayer since I LOOOOVE kids. I desire my own to love, show Jesus, in hopes that they will know all about our Savior and God Jesus Christ and love Him with their whole heart, soul, mind, and strength. Its my joy to see my child love, live for God/Jesus alone, to give glory only to Him, and please His heart. I have thought of a few names, but I know God will bring them in time, the perfect names He has chosen for my kid(s). I just ask for PRAYER as I will need so desperately I need healing from this fear, anxiety, sickness that I've struggled with 14+ years. God has His perfect timing. It's now!!

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